Just how it is

It's always crushing when you realize that a person you care a lot about doesn't give two shits about you.
I had the most beautiful dream of you and me, and waking up from it was worse than all te nightmares I've had.

I'm sorry I made things weird between us. I don't do well on social interactions and I don't know how to get people to like me. And I guess that was them problem, I was trying for you to like me instead of actually knowing you and you getting to know me.

Me fucking everything up as always I guess.

Thank you for being there though it really ment a lot.

Bye for now. I hope things are better in them future.